I am going to end this year with over 40 incomplete books. Some part of me is clear, that this is not a matter of pride. It reflects on a state of mind.
A perpetual restlessness. The equanimity is gone. Floating on a sheet of oil.
I did read some of my finest books (from my life) this year though. And that gives me solace. Especially a few books that changed the way I think completely.
This restlessness extends to podcasts. I have over 20 pods that I am listening to at any given point.
Thankfully I dont watch content, else I am sure - that would be a watershed as well.
My big improvement for next year is to slow down my mind. To be ok with the present. To take it a day at a time.
We shall see.
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