You have lived a life defined by others. Its not just the words or thoughts, its also the snaking in, sometimes. You wanted to fit into the world You wanted to fit into this world. You wanted to fit into his(her) world.
Today, when I am no longer trying to flirt my way in. I realise, its hard to wash away acquired habits. I still sometimes talk, as if you were around and listening. I find myself looking at the mirror and searching for your validation.
I can't wish you away, but I do so wish I could piss you away. Your gaze is today a terrible burden on me.
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