The more I seek, the more I know.
The more I know, the more I am crumpled.
The more I am crumpled, the more I see.
The more I see, the less I can unsee.
Get my drift? What I am seeing in myself is like entering a haunted house full of chambers. I am truly getting nightmares (on some nights) on what I have become.
Satori - I dont know.....but I do feel like my vision has expanded to 360 degrees. I can see whats in my past, for that it really is.
One day I hope to win my battles. And I promise I shall write about those, both here as well as in a book.
On the positive side, is this making me a better person both intellectually (at work) and with friends (emotionally).....yes....I think so. So thats one positive spin out of this.
I would not wish this inner journey on someone (not yet), not unless I have seen how this ends :-)
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