Saturday, August 29, 2020

2896 : Zen and nightmares

I get a lot of scary thoughts and nightmares (as one of the side effects of the rabbit hole). These are not "horror" like scary, but these are more like facing your inner demons, your deepest biases and insecurities.

And that's usually the point when I rollback (my zen reading I mean). In a few weeks, I forget and life slowly inches back to normal.

This time I am still reading...and the nightmares are getting worse. Really bad. So bad that I want to numb myself with sleeping pills. I mean just tempted.

I wonder why no other person reports on all this.

I really would willingly subject myself to research.

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